Heh? kok pas aku ngeliat blog temenku judulnya bisa sama ya? yupe.. aku menulis ini jg krn insipired by our chat yesterday. We've discussed bout the resignation of Sydney Mohede from GMB as of January 2008.
Kemarin, its a hard day for me. Pagi2 aku udh ga enak-an with my mom, though aku udh minta maaf tp tetep aja ngerasa bersalah sama mama. Sampai di kantor rasanya pengen balik ke rumah utk hug my mom and say sorry for what i've done. Dan celakanya, kalo aku ga enak-an with my mom... it will ruin my whole day.
But, for many times... I did feel the existence of Lord for me. Dia ga pernah biarin aku alone, Dia pakai Jeffrey S. Tjandra melalui praise & worship di kantor to cure my heart. Dia pakai my colleague on the way to home to heal my pain... And the amazing moment, I felt HE touch my heart. It was so warm, peaceful, so intimate. Krn apa? we did some sharing accompanied by worship songs from the CD player... Ajaib ya! di mobil aja we can invite HIM to be with us... I love You more Jesus.
Back to the power of elimination.
setelah turun dr mobil temenku, i continued with angkot. Di angkot aku teringat dgn this Power of Elimination.. Aku ngerasa feel exhausted with all these. Should i do what Sidney has been done couple months ago? eliminate some things to be more focused? But which part? which activity that i should eliminate? coz, aktifitasku ga banyak2 banget juga. Tapi itulah yg terpikir di perjalanan sampai rumah. Setelah mandi, temenku telpon dan aku share soal ini. Dia sempet bilang juga... bukannya kamu kmrn lagi jenuh tp kok ambil bagian juga di acara itu? waaaaaaaaa.... telat banget aku mikirnya ya? fiuhh... jd bingung sendiri. berarti kalaupun aku berpikir to eliminate some things.. justru I add some things :(.
So, kesimpulannya utk aku bukan power of elimination utk saat ini. karena aktifitasku blm cukup banyak utk melayani DIA tapi i should have more time to have my quite moments with HIM.... to worship, to communicate, to share with HIM. Aku ngerasa, aku kurang diisi dgn roti hidup... kalau hari Minggu aku ngajar, bisa ga kebaktian lagi. I feel dry... itu rasanya yg harus aku lakukan saat ini.
But, thanks to Sydney and all my friends involved in my reflection hehehe..
Kemarin, its a hard day for me. Pagi2 aku udh ga enak-an with my mom, though aku udh minta maaf tp tetep aja ngerasa bersalah sama mama. Sampai di kantor rasanya pengen balik ke rumah utk hug my mom and say sorry for what i've done. Dan celakanya, kalo aku ga enak-an with my mom... it will ruin my whole day.
But, for many times... I did feel the existence of Lord for me. Dia ga pernah biarin aku alone, Dia pakai Jeffrey S. Tjandra melalui praise & worship di kantor to cure my heart. Dia pakai my colleague on the way to home to heal my pain... And the amazing moment, I felt HE touch my heart. It was so warm, peaceful, so intimate. Krn apa? we did some sharing accompanied by worship songs from the CD player... Ajaib ya! di mobil aja we can invite HIM to be with us... I love You more Jesus.
Back to the power of elimination.
setelah turun dr mobil temenku, i continued with angkot. Di angkot aku teringat dgn this Power of Elimination.. Aku ngerasa feel exhausted with all these. Should i do what Sidney has been done couple months ago? eliminate some things to be more focused? But which part? which activity that i should eliminate? coz, aktifitasku ga banyak2 banget juga. Tapi itulah yg terpikir di perjalanan sampai rumah. Setelah mandi, temenku telpon dan aku share soal ini. Dia sempet bilang juga... bukannya kamu kmrn lagi jenuh tp kok ambil bagian juga di acara itu? waaaaaaaaa.... telat banget aku mikirnya ya? fiuhh... jd bingung sendiri. berarti kalaupun aku berpikir to eliminate some things.. justru I add some things :(.
So, kesimpulannya utk aku bukan power of elimination utk saat ini. karena aktifitasku blm cukup banyak utk melayani DIA tapi i should have more time to have my quite moments with HIM.... to worship, to communicate, to share with HIM. Aku ngerasa, aku kurang diisi dgn roti hidup... kalau hari Minggu aku ngajar, bisa ga kebaktian lagi. I feel dry... itu rasanya yg harus aku lakukan saat ini.
But, thanks to Sydney and all my friends involved in my reflection hehehe..
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